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What I've recently finished reading:

The Fox Wife by Yangsze Choo, which was enjoyable, although I really dislike the structure of having one POV in first person past and the other POV in third person present, it just feels weird to me. Basically a whodunnit with fox spirits. I liked the old lady the best!

The Hyena and the Hawk by Adrian Tchaikovsky - the conclusion of the Echoes of the Fall trilogy, and really not so much about the hyena and the hawk, but it does make for a nice alliteration. This was a great ending for the series, really fascinating worldbuilding, and as usual (for Tchaikovsky) it plays with the concepts of Us and The Other, and how to bridge the gap of understanding in order to appreciate The Other as Persons. Speaking of which,

What I'm reading now:

Shroud by Adrian Tchaikovsky, which so far (20% in) is very much like Alien Clay except also very much not like it.

What I'm watching now:

We're about halfway through Pluribus. It's very slick and clever, a bit slow, I'm not sure if I like it, but I will watch the whole season, anyway. I am particularly charmed by all the random extras looking very much like regular everyday people. Also, Albuquerque! That's not too far out of my backyard...

What I'm playing now:

Still Ghost of Tsushima. I've rescued my uncle and am on to the second part of the story!
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Sigh. And it happened in my state of New Mexico.

Raw milk is something that Robert FUCKING Kennedy Junior Mint advocates for, claiming it's healthy. It is decidedly not. It's swarming with pathogens that can be quite deadly which is why the death rate went down after pasteurization became a dairy industry standard practice.

So all together now: Hey, Hey, RFK: how many kids have you killed today!

The medical examiner can't directly tie the infant's death to the raw milk consumption of the mother except noting there's not many other places the child could have contracted listeria from.


What's worse, I just read today that women are now training for pregnancy like they train for doing a triathlon. Including the consumption of raw milk. Thus I expect this is just the first such report that we'll be seeing like this.

https://arstechnica.com/health/2026/02/newborns-death-spurs-raw-milk-warning-in-new-mexico/
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Olympics are a go! The good ones!! The CBC Gem feeds seem VERY prone to freezing for no reason, which made watching curling a bit of a chore today, so hopefully they get that fixed by opening ceremony time. It's the one time every four years I give a shit about (real) sports, lfg!!!

Movie theatre is still closed, but I have finally started watching movies at home again, so maybe the healing can begin ahead of whenever it actually opens back up. Fuck winter! Fuck everything about it!!! Except the good Olympics! Also it's actually really warm right now!

Period is kicking my ass, work even more so, but I've got my front-row TJPW tickets, and Mystery Wrestling 23 tix go on sale tomorrow. I'll have to catch a midnight flight to Windsor afterwards if I want to make the MLP/ROH show the next day, but if this is my one big vacation this year, I might as well go all in, right? And I don't mean Wembley.

Hiromu leaving NJPW is brutal. Am I really going to have to start watching NOAH just to keep up with that wonderful weirdo? There aren't enough hours in the day! If Drilla leaves, I might just have to walk straight into the woods and never return.

Album #517/1001: Dolly Parton, Linda Ronstadt, Emmylou Harris - Trio )

Why work crazy?

Winter share, 8 of 11

2026-02-04 17:48
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Another boxed share due to the cold weather, so I was inspired to pull out the kitchen scale again.

  • about 9.5 pounds of carrots
  • about 4 pounds of Yukon Gold potatoes
  • about 4 pounds of red daikon
  • two medium bags of spinach
  • 2 4-ounce containers of salad mix sprouts from the Gill Greenery (alfalfa, China Rose radish, and crimson clover)
  • 0.75 pounds of little shiitake mushrooms from Mycoterra Farm

First thoughts: a lovely bowl of ramen with mushroom, carrot, and spinach. Slaws with carrot and/or daikon with either Asian-ish or mustardy dressing. Carrot halwa pudding. Potato salad, possibly with sprouts. Mashed potatoes with spinach. Baked potatoes. Fried potatoes. (I like potatoes….).Pickled daikon and/or carrot, possibly with ginger and other flavors toward bahn mi-style pickles. Some kind of saute to feature the shiitakes, likely with onion, carrot, and tofu.
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I am getting ahead on it finally. Finally! 

Sunday, I baked which turned out very well. More pita bread, oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, granola, yogurt and blueberry muffins (bars? It's the blueberry muffin recipe but in a square pan because I can't be bothered to clean a muffin tin or silicon molds and I hate the paper). Delicious all around. I realized I was missing some key flours for two other recipes I planned to do, so I put them off. 

I worked Monday instead because it was better weather for sure, plowed the wood splitting area and some other small preparation tasks. Then that afternoon, my dad and I went up on the back hill and he cut down two basswood trees in a hedgerow. According to a website on the internet (who has never been wrong ever), basswood is a hot fast burner, which is perfect for maple syrup. He limbed them while I went down the hill to do more prep work and brought one down before dark. I greased, added oil to the wood splitter and fueled the bobcat, then ran it down the road to the pile of logs there. Nothing more hilarious than driving a skidsteer on the road that has a top speed of about 2mph. No that's not a typo. It's a solid easy walking speed. Takes forever to get anywhere. 

Tuesday morning I had a doctors appointment for a pap smear, less said about that, the better. I won't need to get another until 2031 thank fucking god. (hey fucked up thing is that anyone on medicare can't be seen at a planned parenthood in PA starting in two weeks even if we pay out of pocket except for some STD screening. what the fuck) Since I was up in the city, I stopped by Wegmans for sweet rice flour and millet flour since they have more esoteric stuff and also picked up some other misc things that are harder to get. I also stopped by Michaels to do one last search for yarn to match my aunt's blanket and found one very close color and one kinda close color. My order from Bulk Foods also came in that day, a restock on sorghum flour and tapioca starch. I'm going through quite a bit of those right now since I'm baking so much. Right now it's my best bet for larger quantities, I haven't figured out a buying co-op in this area yet although I'd love to. I'm getting low on gluten free oats, usually I have a 25lb bag on hand and it's almost out. 

Tuesday afternoon I hooked up the wood splitter properly and got to splitting. This was outdoor burner wood, oak logs that are decently green but we can put some real crap green wood through the burner and it does fine. I split a dump trailer full which is 8ft wide by 12ft long by 4ft high. It's really nice, I can just pop the end of the splitter over top of the trailer and most of the logs fall right into the trailer. This will last 1.5 to 2 weeks which is great. 

This morning, I dropped two dead trees down in the woods for indoor stove wood. It made me pretty nervous to drop a tree myself, especially dead ones but they were small and I was careful. Probably too careful as I used a wedge and that made the whole thing go over in the wedge's direction really easily rather than the hinge. But! The tree didn't hit me or anything else and it was fine. (what wasn't fine is that I realized several hours later that both of my parents weren't on the farm, so I was doing dangerous things all by myself with no one around. great! very safe!) I cut that all up plus half of another log that has been sitting in the woods for who knows how long. But it was still in decent condition. After lunch, I went back down and split it all, then grabbed the dump trailer and loaded it up. I did run the tractor out of fuel (oops) but it made me remember that the dash dials don't actually work on it. I was able to bleed it pretty easily, the hardest part of the whole process was walking up to the house to fetch my truck to bring fuel back down. Safety toes are great on boots, but walking in the snow in them is so slow. 

That's probably two weeks of indoor stove wood, currently dumped in a pile but I loaded about half of it into the tote already and I'll do the rest in the next day or two. I'll hopefully go work on the rest of that big log and get a bunch more, plus some other trees I know are down in the woods in the next week or so.

Indoor wood. Very left hand part of the photo you can see the pile of outdoor burner wood since the burner is just left of where this picture shows. There's an overhang there to keep the wood out of the weather. 

A pile of small split logs sitting in front of a tote half filled with more logs.

To finish off the day, I cut up the basswood tree that my dad brought down the hill. I'll split that tomorrow, nice and small. I've got an audiobook due in three days, so I plan to listen to that. Then probably do another load of outdoor burner wood with the skidsteer in the afternoon and dump that next to the burner. Then I can split it into a heap to help it dry. 

Basswood log cut up

A log laying in the snow, it's probably 50 feet long. The background of the photo is snow and trees at sunset.

It has been such nice weather these last two days, 28F but incredibly sunny. There has been a little bit of wind that brings the feels like down to 20F but it's really warm compared to the last two weeks. I've been removing layers as I work! It's going to be cold again this weekend, so I'm trying to push through and get as much done as I can. 
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[personal profile] diffrentcolours has been on a mission to find more fun/novel things to do: it's kinda been the upshot of both our therapy lately that we should do this.

So tonight we went to see a Noel Coward play, Private Lives, at Hope Mill Theatre which was new to me. It was a great venue, though I'm glad I didn't have to try to find it on my own because that never would've worked.

And the play was great too: very cleverly staged, with occasional video projection and really good use of (mostly diagetic) music, well-acted, and the darkest the-straights-are-not-okay underbelly beneath that Noel Coward wit: it was sweet and even sexy but also made me think about what we do or don't learn from relationships that have ended. The seats weren't wide enough for our hench shoulders, but that just meant we had to snuggle up and that was such a nice way to watch it.

The theater's independent, gets no external funding, so definitely worth supporting if you get the chance. I was glad to see it pretty busy on this random weekday evening.

Me-and-media update

2026-02-05 11:05
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Argh, I need to get back into regular posting, because otherwise these things get monstrously long! I might start breaking the sections up into separate posts. After this one.

Previous poll review
In the Om poll, 7.8% of respondents meditate regularly, 23.5% meditate from time to time, and 41.2% said no. In ticky-boxes, "skipping across treetops and dancing through the clouds" came second to hugs, 45.1% to 74.5%. "Feeling kind of zonky" came third with 41.2%. Thank you for your votes!

Reading
More Bujold -- Andrew and I finished Shards of Honor (incl the scene with my DNWs; thankfully there's just the one) and have just started Barrayar. Really enjoying her sense of humour.

In the Penric novellas (also Bujold), I'm listening in the order they're served up to me, so I've read Penric's Demon, Penric and the Shaman, Penric's Fox, and I've now stalled out in the middle of Masquerade in Lodi. Idk why, it just hasn't grabbed me.

I have the next Wimsy book open on my Kindle, but have not given any time to reading lately.

Kdramas
Some more Family by Choice with Pru. I love this show so much.

I finished Can This Love Be Translated? which was quirky and slightly disconcerting all the way up to the last episode. And then the last episode made me go, loudly and repeatedly, "What? WHAAAT?!" Hong sisters, I love you, but I question those last-minute narrative choices.
Long ramble; spoilers for the whole show The setup is that an up-and-coming actress stars in a low-budget horror movie where she plays a killer zombie. On the last day of shooting, she has an accident and winds up in a coma for six months (no post-coma PT required). During that time, she becomes an international sensation, so she wakes up a star. For most of the drama, while shooting a reality travel show, she's haunted by her character from the horror movie, or possibly she has multiple personality? It becomes more MP-ish as it progresses, and ends up kind of creepy-sweet. But there's a whole childhood backstory about her mother poisoning her father, trying to poison the main character as well, and then taking the poison herself. After that, the main character had to stay with emotionally distant relatives, so many resultant issues. Given the horror elements and backstory, I wondered if the reveal was going to be that the kid had accidentally killed her parents instead, or something like that? (And how would you even handle that in a romance?) Instead, the reveal was... her parents both survived the murder-suicide incident due to paramedic intervention, but left the country separately, neither wanting to see their daughter again, and NO ONE HAD EVER TOLD HER. And the haunting/MP alter was actually her mother (or based on her mother)???? So in the final episode, the main character leaves the country to find her parents, off-screen, and then the main couple reunite for the romantic ending. It was just... what a weird way to resolve the backstory?? Surely the fact that both of her (messed-up) parents chose to abandon her opens up more cans of worms, rather than resolving anything? But that's not even touched on! And to suddenly tell us that the person she's been for half the show (who flirts with her love interest and goes around randomly kissing people) is ?based on? her murderous mother??? Whaaaat??
Anyway, I enjoyed the translation side of things a lot and the leads and romance generally.

Am now watching Beyond the Bar on my brother's rec (not that brother; the other one), though he then emailed to say he didn't like the ending. It's pretty brutal in places, and
spoiler the male lead's trauma is that he wants to be a dad, and his ex-wife had an abortion while they were together.
Plus, if they're trying for an office romance, that seems wildly ill-advised. But I'm enjoying it so far, so I'll see.

Other TV
Watched two and a half seasons of Barry before all the murder/moral complicity got to me.
We tried Bones and noped out halfway through episode 1. Also, half of Better Man, the Robbie Williams biopic where he's an ape.

We're currently watching:
- The Pitt -- waiting impatiently for the next episode. (No spoilers, please!!)
- SurrealEstate -- Canadian, seems fun and not quite as episodic as I expected.
- Wonder Man -- MCU, fantastic cast, nicely paced, fun, very curious to see how they're going to wrap it up, because we only have two short episodes to go and they have a LOT of balls in the air.
- Hacks -- about female stand-up comics; we've only watched the pilot, but I plan to continue a bit longer before we decide one way or the other.
- We Are Lady Parts season 2 -- a timeline cleanse/refresh. (I love them all so much!! Why are they so hard to draw? ;-p)

My sister and I just finished season 3 of Fringe. I was having trouble staying away for the last two episodes, but that might not have been the show's fault.

Also Andrew and I saw Avatar: Fire and Ash at the movies. (A bit too action-y for me; I preferred #2.)

Audio entertainment
- Writing Excuses
- The Shit No One Tells You About Writing (episode: The Job of a Disruption -- paraphase/jotted down quote: The job [of the disruption] isn't just to catch the protagonist off-guard. The job of the disruption is to then reveal layers of power dynamics. That could be a further deepening of existing power dynamics in a way that reveals complications, or it could be a power shift (lose or gain power). Looking for threat, temptation, tension, curiosity.)

- multiple listens of the Good Manager podfic [personal profile] celli made me for [community profile] fandomtrees (listed here because I loaded it into Pocket Casts)
- Keep It Steady (in-progress m/m high-school fake-dating audiodrama; relisten, some eps multiple times)

US politics. )

- Cross Party Lines (NZ Politics)
- The Tongue Unbroken (episode: The Ocean That Unites Us)

Writing/making things
I have one [community profile] fandomtrees fic at beta (my beta for that fandom is super busy with off-line stuff). I've been working through the other one, and I'm a bit worried it's got all clogged up with feelings exposition, which is something that's been bugging me about my writing lately -- but I may just be hypervigilant about that, idk. I have a post for [community profile] fan_writers in the works. Art practice has ground to a halt for now. Everything is fine.

Life/health/mental state things
Cut for length. )

Food
My parents accidentally bought a mini air fryer. The basket is 15.5cm in diameter, about big enough for a single cupcake. I offered it a home and have been using it for various things. A new favourite, courtesy of Youtube "air fryer hacks" videos, is leftover pizza, sandwiched together with more cheese in the middle, and reheated till it's crispy. A+

Link dump
Samsung caught faking zoom photos of the Moon (The Verge, a couple of years ago) | The Mayor of Ottawa declared Shane Hollander Day (what is happening?? Heated Rivalry has also shown up in our local newspaper's trivia quiz and in the NYT's Connections puzzle, lol) | Bruce Springsteen - Streets of Minneapolis (Youtube.)
(The rest are literally just tabs I'm closing that I want to be able to find again) How to break up with Google | Head South (NZ film I intend to try sometime) | Sacha Judd's website, What you love matters (articles page) | Spacious Acting (old skool acting blog) | NZ Respiratory illness dashboard.

Good things
Andrew. Modern medicine. Treats from the bakery. Having two houses. The cat. Thoughts about writing. Greeting cards. You all. Hugs!!

Poll #34182 Neighbours
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 42


Do you know your neighbours?

View Answers

we socialise / lend things
9 (21.4%)

we have each other's phone numbers/email and chat in passing
22 (52.4%)

well enough to nod or wave
23 (54.8%)

not really
10 (23.8%)

some of them
19 (45.2%)

they suck / we have issues / we're at war
2 (4.8%)

other
2 (4.8%)

ticky-box full of sloths in slippers having staircases installed in their trees
17 (40.5%)

ticky-box full of cat photos
25 (59.5%)

ticky-box full of taking for granted the flawless regularity of printed text
17 (40.5%)

ticky-box full of board games (Scrabble counts)
13 (31.0%)

ticky-box full of the dusty fuzz of old red velvet against your fingertips
12 (28.6%)

ticky-box full of hugs
30 (71.4%)

more book stuff

2026-02-04 16:50
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I did the other post on its own because I am kinda proud. I read all of the then extant Hugo winners when I was in college and had access to the NYU library for some of the more hard to source titles. I haven't entirely kept up since then, so when I was at Worldcon last summer I was inspired to read all the ones from the last decade I hadn't read. I don't think I was surprised by my response to any of the books I had missed: Nettle and Bone and Network Effect were fine but not entirely my thing, the Teixcalaan books were tremendous but required a lot of focus and attention. I've already written about Some Desperate Glory and The Tainted Cup in the last six months.

A Desolation Called Peace by Arkady Martine

It's very satisfying, the moments that suggest that I am not merely a reader, but a competent reader. The moment when Eight Antidote sneaks into the Ministry of War, I said, "I have never seen a more Cyteen-coded moment in anything I have ever read," and I googled it and found "
Also, everyone knows that Eight Antidote is my version of Ari Emory II, right? :"
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Fer-de-lance by Rex Stout

Re-read, the first in the Nero Wolfe series, inspired by my enjoyment of The Tainted Cup. The book's introduction notes, and I agree, that it's a fascinating start to the series because so many serial elements are already in place and presented as established conditions: Archie has been working for and living with Wolfe for seven years already, Wolfe's staff and many of the consultants he periodically hires are maybe not fully realized as characters but are already present. I'm pretty sure when I previously read Fer-de-lance, I assumed it was a middle book in the series rather than Book 1.

What does make this distinctively the first book is its early 1930s vibes. The Depression is still lingering for the poorer and more economically vulnerable, Prohibition is a recent memory (Wolfe is trying out all of the newly available beers, in a hilariously unnecessary subplot that I kept wondering whether it would dovetail, Sue Grafton-style, with the main mystery), and Archie talks like Sam Spade sometimes. Later Nero Wolfe books, as I recall, adapt to post-war culture in many ways.

The Archie/Wolfe dynamic is so much fun from the get-go. Archie is basically competent on his own, and Wolfe affords him a lot of autonomy, but Stout knows that when Archie freelances a little too much he'll always run into trouble that requires Wolfe to bail him out. It's the glue that makes these mysteries distinctive, that the plot will always be complicated by Archie's mistakes and misunderstandings as well as the cleverness of the antagonist. That, moreso than the gimmick of Wolfe solving the mysteries from the comfort of his townhouse, is why I love these stories.

I Kissed Shara Wheeler by Casey McQuiston

I was reading and I thought, oh, cute, a queer take on John Green's Paper Towns, with a mysterious high school classmate of the main character disappearing and leaving a treasure hunt behind, and that was all well and good, I like that sort of Konigsbergian puzzle story, but it was not super-challenging as a read. Then I got to the resolution of the Paper Towns-style quest and... there was about a third of the book left. And I was like, what's going on? Is there going to be a Scouring of the Shire? And there was! And it involved a whole bunch of temporary queer found family ganging together to overthrow the social order of a small Southern town and it made the book way more interesting than I thought it would be.

The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison

I'm thinking of going back and reading more in this series so I went back and reread this. I don't have much to say, I liked it just as much on a reread.

Dungeon Crawler Carl / Carl's Doomsday Scenario by Matt Dinniman

I really kind of detested the first one, so I don't know why I went back for book two. I think it's because book one is basically competent at what it's doing, and they're quick reads, so I think I thought maybe it'd grow on me, but it did not. If you hated Ready Player One, you will hate this more. I didn't hate Ready Player One, but I just do not understand why Dinniman is doing the thing he's doing in the way he's doing it. His 'campaign setting' is alternately incoherent and morally upsetting, and the idea of a character cleverly LitRPGing his way through this nonsense world that commences with the murder of 99% of all human life makes me angry in a way I struggle to put in words.

The Incandescent by Emily Tesh

What can I say, I'm a sucker for magical pedagogy and I loved how this book represented the mundanities of guiding young people through a world full of supernatural dangers. The teacher perspective was incredibly sharp and convincing, and the unreliable narrator of it all was very effectively handled. An excellent book I flew through.

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2026-02-04 13:48
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* Once again a promised MMORPG game project has 'failed' and the creators are sailing off with millions. It's a cycle in that space that people throw tons of money at promises rather than play existing MMOs. Josh Strife Hayes has a very harsh video on this saying that people are trying to buy the promise of future community rather than join existing communities. If they are an OG backer of a game, they have baked in, bought and paid for, social relevancy. Some of the promises are literally impossible to fulfill, but the backers will defend the project tooth and nail rather than face reality.

And, he's not wrong. Also, that mentality isn't just in MMO scams. People will die on the hill of defending that a dream rather than face reality, history, take a close look at who is behind things, etc.

* I woke up on the salty side of the bed this morning
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Fandom: YouTube RPF / Fantastic Foursome RPF
Pairings/Characters: Dan Howell / Phil Lester, PJ Liguori
Rating: Teen and Up
Content Notes: No AO3 warnings apply
Length: 147,120 words, 25 chapters
Creator Links: AO3 profile
Theme: Inept in Love, Enemies to Friends to Lovers

Summary: From AO3:

"Daniel Howell is 21 and Britain’s newest star. He’s just been cast in the much-anticipated film adaption of Last Man Standing, the popular teen fantasy novel with a huge fanbase hanging off his every tweet. In other words, Dan has made it big.

Phil Lester couldn’t care less. He’s a stressed out PHD student working part time at a bookshop while he struggles to get into post-production. He’s 26 and still lives in a tiny flat on the fifth floor of a building with a lift more broken than it is in use. He loves books, but he thinks big film adaptions screw with the plot too much.

Needless to say, Phil is less than impressed when Last Man Standing is getting filmed in his hometown. And he certainly doesn’t want anything to do with obnoxious, arrogant, so irritatingly perfect leading actor Daniel Howell."
 

Reccer's Notes: This is genuinely one of the best fanfic experiences I've ever had. Not only is it hilarious and heartwarming, it depicts Phil as asexual and explores that side of his identity really well, with lots of nuance and care. It was deeply meaningful for me to read as I came to grips with my own identity, and I have nothing but fondness for this story.

Fanwork Links: AO3 link.

Mods, may we add a YouTube RPF tag, and/or a Phan tag please? 😊
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In 17th century West Africa, an immortal woman named Anyanwu encounters another immortal for the first time, a man named Doro. But while Anyanwu is a healer who uses her powers to help others, Doro is a brutal manipulator who has been gathering people with paranormal powers and attempting to breed a race of superhumans under his iron fist. Anyanwu is the only other immortal he has ever found, and he intends to use her as "breeding stock" to make more. The novel follows centuries of their power struggle after Doro takes Anyanwu to the New World, as she strives to protect those under Doro's control and he strives to bend her to his will.

This is the chronologically earliest novel in Butler's Patternist series, though it was the fourth to be published. I was assured by leading experts (i.e. book club friends) that this is a perfectly good entry point to the series, so I started here and do not actually know yet what happens next!

It's the kind of book where it's hard to sit down and think of what to write about it, because it has so many layers that are worth thinking about and talking about, and they're all woven together so tightly and effectively that I'm not sure where to start pulling threads to unravel everything the book does. Butler had a gift for writing stories that resonate deeply with real situations without being simplistic, didactic one-to-one mappings. The speculative narrative and the real world historical setting illuminate each other in complex ways, and all the while Butler never loses sight of the characters as people with their own specific hurts, flaws, and needs. She makes it look so easy.

spoilery thoughtsThe obvious comparison is to her stand-alone novel Kindred, published just the previous year, which had a contemporary Black American woman time-traveling to the era of slavery. Anyanwu also travels from a life of freedom to the New World under slavery. Against this backdrop, Doro acts as a master over "his people" in the eugenics program—and he definitely uses the phrase to indicate ownership, not kinship. His program isn't legal slavery, but it is inextricably entwined with it; sometimes Doro buys enslaved people who have the powers he's looking for, and if they wanted to leave, how could they? Even if Doro didn't catch them, they'd only be fleeing into a land where they'd be assumed to be runaway slaves. Anyanwu's powers are a match for Doro's, so saving herself is an option, but he controls the lives of everyone she knows and cares about. What this book shares most strongly with Kindred is a devastating portrayal of how people can be trapped into compliance with systems of oppression.

The book's religious themes are also complex. Anyanwu does not pray to gods, as she feels she has all the power she needs within herself, but she does not see herself as superior to other people either. Meanwhile, Doro shamelessly plays the part of a god over his people because it serves his purposes and he can get away with it. But not a loving god. Rather he reminds me of the way people will sometimes talk about the so-called "Old Testament God": bloodthirsty and hypercontrolling, demanding absolute obedience and destroying anyone who gets in his way. In which case his favorite son Isaac plays the corresponding supposed role of Jesus: the "good cop" son who draws Anyanwu into trying to appease his father. If this is a distorted image of Christian theology, well, distortion and misuse of Christian faith are certainly a deliberate theme in the book, as Anyanwu overtly calls out Christian enslavers for their hypocrisy.

On a deeper and unspoken level, the book comments on the thought processes underlying patriarchal power structures. Doro has the power to kill and he uses it to control others without a second thought; might makes right. Anyanwu could also use her powers to kill if she chose to, but it doesn't even occur to her. Instead she heals—but everything she has goes to other people, all her nurturing and self-sacrifice. She has total control over her own body's inner workings (while Doro doesn't even have his original body anymore!), and she uses herself as a scientific test subject to learn to heal wounds and diseases, suffering pain and injury so others can recover. She always puts others first, and the rightness of this is so ingrained in the assumptions of the characters that nobody ever questions it. Even when she escapes Doro temporarily, she keeps coming back to him, in part because she can't bring herself to leave others unprotected.

The fact that Doro and Anyanwu both have male and female bodies at different points in the story made me think about how patriarchy isn't defined by anatomy, but by power dynamics. I would not describe either of them as trans characters, but there is a trans resonance with the way Anyanwu remains confident in her womanhood regardless of her physical form, and in the many ways she remains vulnerable to misogyny even when people who don't know her read her as a man.

The bond between Anyanwu and Doro is both twisted and deeply understandable. They're the only two immortals; everyone else they know grows old and dies. They're lonely. Doro wants someone like him, but he can't get that by force, much as he has been trying. Anyanwu's well of empathy seems boundless, but somehow excludes herself. Her threat of suicide makes sense as it's the only way she can escape the cycle of returning to him again and again—she can't trust herself not to keep going back as long as she is like him. And the only way she can be unlike him, as she sees it, is to sacrifice her immortality and die.

The book's protagonist is a healer, and I think one of the book's core questions is who deserves healing, and who is too far gone to ever be healed. Doro tries to punish Anyanwu by forcing her to bear a child by Thomas, an uncontrolled psychic who is so deep in addiction and depression that he has become physically repellent. To Doro's surprise, Anyanwu responds with empathy (her greatest superpower, I think) and begins to heal Thomas's physical and mental wounds. Doro's reaction—to murder Thomas and possess his body—is the moment when he tells on himself the most. He intends to show power and cruelty, and he does, but he also reveals himself as a desperately isolated person who yearns to be healed, to be transformed from something repulsive into someone loveable. The book has the courage to leave it less than settled how possible that really is for him.

So, I guess I'll be continuing this series! I have been warned that not all of the books in it are this good. I'm sure I will cope somehow.
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Hi [community profile] common_nature, [profile] stonpicnicking_okapi shared their love of this comm as part of February Love Fest and inspired me to join. :)

I have been experiencing nature up close and personal thanks to some frogs. At the end of November, following a rain storm, my Partner and I could hear a frog in our tiny, ornamental garden pond/water feature. We're always so thrilled when this happens!

The next morning when I walked past the pond I saw a pile of bubbles and thought that was cool. The male frog has been making a bubble nest, like a betta fish, pining for a female to come join him (spoiler: I don't know much about frogs).

The next day I went to clean the pond (a bi-weekly feat during summer) and noticed that only only had the bubbles persisted, but some of them had developed little black dots. Oh my god, they're not bubbles they're eggs!
Life, uh, finds a way )

What I'm Doing Wednesday

2026-02-04 14:35
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books: Pratchett )

yarning
Sunday I delivered 25 hats to my contact for the children's shelter at yarn group. Had a nice time. Started balaclavas for ICE protesters in Minneapolis with Walmart yarn. Started a donation kickbunny for the new momcat at Kitten Academy. Received yarn today to make more balaclavas. Got an etsy order today for two catnip-silvervine hearts. Yay!

healthcrap
I've had a low grade fever off and on with a constant runny nose and sore throat, and also I bit the crap out of my tongue, on the side at the back, so I've added benzocaine gel to the meds lineup. And thyme tea, since I can't take guaifenisen, which is in all the cold meds. Also, the med I'm titrating off of causes hot flashes as a withdrawal symptom, which can go on for a month after the med is totally stopped. (Grr. I'm so impatient to feel better.) And I need to get those labs done at some point, oops.

#resist
+ https://standwithminnesota.com
+ https://projectreliefme.com (mutual aid in Maine -- the ICE surge in ME is over, but they arrested 200 people there and their families still need help.)
+ Feb 17th: #50501 Protest: Impeach, Convict, Remove, Defund
+ March 28: #50501 No Kings Protest #3

I hope you're all doing well! <333

Reading Submissions

2026-02-04 11:33
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There's a terrible tension when reading fiction submissions between wanting to share the experience (both the good and the questionable) and knowing that no good ever came from discussing specific submissions in public. [1] Especially when...*waves hi to some of my submitters who also read this journal.*

If I had an editorial team, then that would be the appropriate forum for such discussions, but the project simply isn't big enough to call for anyone besides me. (Also, part of the joy of a small project is that ability to cater to one's own tastes without the need for compromise.)

I think as the Fiction Series has evolved, I've gotten a bit more skilled at identifying and articulating what I'm looking for and what drives my decisions. I've blogged a couple times in general terms on that topic (and link to it in the Call for Submissions) so even those who don't follow me personally in social media can have a glimpse inside my decisions process, if they care to.

Anyway, nothing really important here, just ruminating on my current priority. Only 7 more stories to read in the first round, then comes the harder part.

[1] Conventions have occasionally had panels on the theme "it came from the slush pile" where stories get shared, but anything that gets specific enough that a particular story/author could be identified is rather in bad taste.

Wednesday Reading Meme

2026-02-04 14:30
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What I Just Finished Reading

Nothing. I have had a migraine every day.

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

Avengers #35, Nova Centurion #4, Ultimate Endgame #2, Ultimate Wolverine #14 )

What I'm Reading Next

I mean, it'd be nice to get to read something. I do get to switch migraine medication. Maybe I will get my brain back. How is it that I am reading comics, you ask? Well, if you click on my reviews, I'm finding them very confusing. I'm also not reading as many as I would like to.
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On Tuesday, after suffering a day of blowback, Adobe rescinds its kill order and announces the program is going into maintenance mode. The original email sent to registered and paying users apparently said "We're contacting you to let you know that Adobe will be discontinuing Adobe Animate on March 1, 2026. As an existing Animate user, you may continue to use Animate, but please note that technical support will no longer be available after March 1, 2027."

Animate was, more or less, the successor to the Flash development package which was killed ages ago in favor of HTML 5. And apparently much more used than Adobe thought.

Reactions to the Monday announcement: ... were swift and angry on social media. "Adobe discontinuing Animate out of the blue is nuts," writes artist and animator Julia Glassman on BlueSky. "Many television productions, games, and all sorts of animated media still rely (on) Animate/Flash pipelines. They're all supposed to just...pivot to entirely new software and pipelines?!"

Animator Christopher Linoleum brought up how many big-name shows utilize the program: "Adobe Animate remains an industry standard for TV animation. Star Trek: Lower Decks was made in Animate. Haunted Hotel was made in Animate. My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic was made in Animate. And because you can't buy a permanent license anymore, it'll just be gone."


YIKES! So a pretty important program to the entertainment industry! The original kill date was announced as March 1, 2027. But a bigger problem was that apparently either cloud storage is required or a major component of the program, and that would be shut down at the same time, so users would lose all their assets and data! Remember, folks - all the cloud means is that it's somebody else's server. The "Cloud" isn't anything mystical, it's just someone's server.

After getting bombarded with hate and flamed to cinders, Adobe "... now says that Animate will now be in maintenance mode going forward and that it has “no plans to discontinue or remove access” to the app. Animate will still receive “ongoing security and bug fixes” and will still be available for “both new and existing users,” but it won’t get new features."

There's one unmentioned problem. With no updates and it being in maintenance mode, it will eventually be bypassed by operating system changes. It may take 5-10 years or more, but it will happen. And it may become glitchy before it dies. Smart production houses are going to start looking for better alternatives now and start planning migrations and new work flows soon. Sadly, apparently Reddit threads say there's no real alternative for professional production. I'm not familiar with that field so I have no idea.

The article that I saw yesterday announcing the original kill order:
https://www.gamespot.com/articles/adobe-is-killing-a-popular-animation-and-game-development-program/1100-6537851/

Adobe backing away:
https://www.theverge.com/tech/873621/adobe-animate-maintenance-mode-reverse-course

Slashdot mocking the back-off:
https://it.slashdot.org/story/26/02/04/0730222/adobe-actually-wont-discontinue-animate


EDIT: I should have checked Ars Technica. Their article on all this was quite informative, telling me that Animate is actually the original Flash, but renamed! I was unaware of this, I've never been involved in creating things with Flash.

Some comments in the Ars article had a very cogent observation: there's no AI assistant in Animate, and it's probably based on a very old code base, so it would be hard to retrofit it. Which means Adobe can't realistically increase its current price of $23/month. If they can't make more money from the product, kill it. Occam's Razor that's a pretty good guess.

And yes, people are already thinking Adobe cannot be trusted and are rethinking their production pipelines.

https://arstechnica.com/gadgets/2026/02/adobe-reverses-decision-to-discontinue-animate-after-a-lot-of-confusion-and-angst/
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The Everlasting

3/5. Fantasy about the soldier turned scholar who ends up going back in time (and back . . . and back . . . and back) to meet the lady knight who is pivotal to the founding myth of his nation. Arthurian time travel about nation-building and myth creation and racism.

Man, I don’t know what it is, but I just do not like Alix Harrow books the way I should. Even this one, where the overwrought quality of her writing finally has a story to match its tone. The writing in some sections is notably strong, I should say. But there is something in every single one of her books that I cannot put my finger on, and it just annoys the crap out of me.

I will admit this is structurally clever. The narrative gets rewritten multiple times to create new founding national myths, and she manages that while not being too terribly repetitive, and also establishing a few important touchpoints that orient the reader to how the angle of history has changed in just a few sentences. That is well done.

I still don’t know. The one objection I can concretely point to here is that I don’t like the way this book centers nation-building around the ego and trauma and psychopathy of one single person. The metaphor of it all collapses there, because that’s not how this works. Systems of racial oppression and societal violence don’t form on the whim of a single person, and there is something trite in the way Harrow has her villain reconstructing this nation over and over again based on, like, ten minutes of history that get played out a thousand years before the modern day events. Which is a real objection – I think that is a weakness of the book. But it’s not the thing I found annoying and off-putting, and I still don’t know what that is.

I’d bet on this to go on a bunch of award lists, though, just you wait.

Content notes: Racialized oppression, violence in war and otherwise, discussion of the killing of civilians, mention of stillbirth and sexual assault, something that is not the death of children but awfully close.
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It's Wednesday! Are you reading anything?
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Yup, I DID actually drive to bunnings and got the sanding pads I couldn't get elsewhere AND paint for the roof AND a sample pot of the modified colour for the walls! :D

Ramble )

Anyway when I'm waiting for stuff to dry tomorrow I'll make a big test sheet of paper and see how the wall colour comes out en masse. Looking forward to it!!! :D *tailwag*

Other than that... not a whole lot. Should probably go food shopping tomorrow? Don't wanna, though. :/

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 We keep us safe
Image of a loon with a baby on its back with the words: We keep us safe (by Lyda Morehouse)

I think we can all safely agree that no AI was used in the creation of this image (or the one to follow.)  This is 100% my own crappy art and sloppy lettering!

So, you all probably knew it was only a matter of time before I started making my own posters, right? I have no immediate use for these, but they will likely be on display at the mosque protection gathering on Friday. I just really wanted to make one that says the following:

this bird fights fascism
Image: loon running on water in preparaton for take off, lasers shooting from its eyes, and the words: This Bird Fights Fascism (by Lyda Morehouse).

Having spent some time looking at photographs of loons in order to draw these, I have to say? Loons are really pretty, actually. Not only do their wings have these lovely black spots on the exterior part of the wing, but the underbelly of the wing really does have an almost bluish tinge to it. Like, the state flag colors kind of make more sense to me. I mean, I know that, officially, the blue is meant to represent all of our 10,000+ lakes, but like even the loon sort of reflects that color. It's neat.

Anyway, I had been intending to give you all a break from my monotonous chatter about the reisistance, but then I was seized by a desire to draw and here we are. I promise that tomorrow there will be cat pictures. 


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2026-02-04 08:18
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Finished Annie Bot for book club, one of my book clubs, and wow I hated this book. The book didn't interest me, but a lot of people in book club were hyped over the pick. Early in the book the bot is reading Jorge Luis Borges, who I love. Also, it's a shorter book this time so early on I was into it.

Read more... )
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This theme runs for the entire month. If you have any questions, just ask!

orgeat

2026-02-04 09:01
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orgeat (AWR-zhat, awr-ZHA) - n., a sweet syrup flavored with almonds and orange blossoms, used in cocktails and food.


Including specifically, again, mai tais. Originally orgeat was flavored with barley instead of almonds, which explains the etymology: from (around 1750) French (no surprise given the pronunciation), from Middle French, from Provençal/Old Occitan orjat, from ordi/orge, barley, from Latin hordeum, barley -- which last (TIL) also gave us (via Catalan orxata) the drink horchata (also no longer made with barley) and (via Italian) the pasta orzo (which only looks like barley). (More brackets for the heck of it.)

---L.

Mundane matters

2026-02-04 16:00
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Public

I don't currently have the bandwidth to deal with the stuff going on in UK politics right now, so instead I'll tell you something really boring. I was at Merry Hill (a shopping centre) today and my phone notified me that I could have a bottle of Coke Zero for a quid at Costa. So I went to the branch I usually use there (on top of Next) and it looked fine. Then I saw the sign saying "Our card machine is not working; our staff will be pleased to direct you to the nearest ATM." Irritatingly, I didn't have a pound coin – this is rare for me, since I almost always have a bit of cash on me as several shops in Bewdley are cash only.

So I plodded off to another branch of Costa at the other end of the shopping centre. No problem in getting my Coke this time, and everything went okay. A table of pensioners nearby who seemed to think everyone within ten miles needed to hear their conversation, but nothing worse than that. (These people didn't have terrible hearing, as they could talk quietly when they wanted. They just didn't want.) Anyway, I sat around for half an hour and drank my drink, and then I carried on with the other stuff I'd gone to Merry Hill to do. And if you've read all this stuff, you probably deserve some kind of medal! ;)

Isn't It Punny.....

2026-02-04 09:24
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February 4th...


Everyone Told Sam

Not To Sing,

But Samsung Anyway.
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[community profile] snowflake_challenge: Top-ten list: "The category(ies) you choose are up to you."

I'd like to share my top ten personal favorite YouTube channels overall. In countdown order, more and more awesome as we go:

#10. [youtube.com profile] DominicNoble : Compares a book to its media adaptations(s): what's the same, what's different, and does it work?

#9. [youtube.com profile] CinemaWins : Points out all the most awesome, fan-loved points of a given movie. No shade here, only joy.

#8. [youtube.com profile] RobWords : Explores, exposes, and revels in a cool aspect of or historical tidbit about the English language.

#7. [youtube.com profile] QuestWithAaron : Deep-dives revealing Japanese nuances of The Legend of Zelda lost in English localizations.

#6. [youtube.com profile] ScreenCrush : Recaps, analyzes, predicts, celebrates, or laments fannish movies and television.

#5. [youtube.com profile] TechnologyConnections : Explains how everyday machines, from lightswitches to dishwashers, really work and why.

#4. [youtube.com profile] QuinBoBin : Jokes at his own expense through precisely-edited video-game playthrough abridgements (often, but not only, TLOZ).

#3. [youtube.com profile] MandJTV / [youtube.com profile] MandJTVExtra / [youtube.com profile] MandJTVPlays : "Plays" serves Pokemon playthroughs as fanfic, where the player is an original character living the game, part script and part improv. "Main" is Pokemon game analysis. "Extra" is miscellaneous other Pokemon fun.

#2. [youtube.com profile] Zeltik : Sleek, classic-style mini-documentaries and video essays on the lore of The Legend of Zelda.

#1. [youtube.com profile] OverlySarcasticProductions : More cheeky than actually sarcastic, romps through summaries and analyses of history, literature, mythology, media, and culture, demonstrating how fun learning really is.

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I still struggle a lot with this at times, but I am getting better. There have been several administrative situation where someone has asked something - sometimes it is reasonable and sometimes it is ridiculous - and I have been able to say no without getting mad or frustrated. I am used to feeling overwhelmed by requests for my time and attention and the fear that people will not accept my no and try to negotiate. But I have said no several times now and each time feels better than the last.

There is a thing about academia where we are constantly socialized into bending over backwards, giving others the benefit of the doubt, meeting others where they are at, lifting others up, mentoring the younger and new, giving of ourselves and giving back to the community or we are not being a good citizen and not doing our jobs. While there is place for this - it does lead to a culture of expectation that you must not say no to others. This attitude has been paralyzing. This attitude leads to a lot of extra work and often means that other parts of your job that you are supposed to do (like publish your own research) or other parts of your life that you are supposed to look after (getting enough sleep, eating well, looking at things other than a computer screen) get pushed aside to fulfill someone else's needs or to fill in for someone else who is not doing their job.

Being able to say no is a wonderful thing and I am going to do it more.
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Fresh Femslash Salad Bar table year three! My overall level of accomplishment seems to hover around 1-2 fills, so let's see if we can, hm, meet that this year. Exceeding would be nice, but I'm not getting my hopes up.

fiachairecht's salad bar
salad 1 Antihero, Infidelity & failed resurrection
salad 2 Cigarettes, Enemies that Fuck & the villains win
salad 3 Violence, Exes & unable to ever go home
salad 4 Chiaroscuro, Friends with Benefits & the corrupted hero
salad 5 Elbow Length Gloves, Enemies to Lovers & breakup
salad 6 Revenge, Rivals to Lovers & slowly but steadily losing control
salad 7 Femme Fatale, Friends to Lovers & winning the battle but losing the war
salad 8 Paranoia, Established Relationship & time travel break-it
salad 9 Alienation, Unrequited & running away from problems
salad 10 Doomed, Getting Together & giving up


Salad 1 feels like Ripley/Delilah fic ... salad 3 might be Bletchley Circle fic ... salad 8 is absolutely Toni/someone(s) wrestling fic ... I am thinking thoughts!! I do not know that I will write any thoughts. But I like collecting tables so here I am.

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